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i never thought that putting in my two weeks notice would feel this AMAZING =)
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| the sun is always in my eyes... |
[22 Jul 2006|11:15am] |
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yeah so today is my first day off in a while. i can't wait to quit mcdonlalds. as soon as i have enough money to pay my mom $1000 for college.. i'm done.
i haven't really done much besides work..a few things here and there. thursday me and caitlin went to target and then watched the hills have eyes at my house. which wasnt smart because she had to leave right after and i was home alone. i was so scared! drew ended up coming over eventually.. thank God.
yesterday after work me and drew went to the driving range. i hadn't been in awhile so i was prepared for the worst. i actually didn't do bad though. excpet my left hand started to hurt after awhile. and now i have a blister on my thumb and a bruise on my hand too :'( and then we came to my house and chilled.
today i might be hangin out with maya! which i'm excited about because i havent seen her in forever.
until next time..
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[15 Jul 2006|04:31pm] |
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ugh. i just got back from work. i've decided that i hate working. and i work allll the time! i really don't like working. especially when there's no AC. like wtf. they should shut down mcdonald's if the AC doesn't work. because its seriously not healthy. especially when your working 8 hours.
anyways... all i've been doing is working lately. so thats probbly why thats all i'm writing about. so sorry its not very interesting.
well i'm gunna go shower for like 3965076 hours. bye bye
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[04 Jul 2006|05:57am] |
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today is the 4th of July. i'm going to maine with my family. i really don't wanna go. were gunna hang out with all our cousins all day. some of them are cool, but most of them aren't. i'm gunna watch fireworks alone AGAIN i wish drew would be here to watch them with me. i've never watched fireworks with a boy before. its kinda depressing.
i miss Drew. alot. he's in block island until thursday. ughh its only 2 days away. but it seems like soo long.
anyways that's all i'm gunna write because i hafta get ready. toodles
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[01 Jul 2006|05:37pm] |
here's some recent pics of me with my nosering! yayyy




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| it's a luscious mix of words and tricks... |
[28 Jun 2006|09:41pm] |
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so anywho.. lately i've been pretty much doing nothing except working and sleeping. i've been hangin with drew occasionally though. last night was especially good. i really love him. i do. sometimes he makes me feeel bad though. he says he's not good enough for me. which is not true at all. i really love him.
i got my nose pierced yesterday!! which was a fun experience. jen came with me. thank God. i couldn't have done it alone. i was so nervous beforehand. but it really wasn't bad at all. i was expecting much worse. now i just gotta make sure i clean it alot. i'll get some pictures of me with it on myspace or something pretty soon.
anyways... tonight i have no idea whats going on. i think i'm chillin with drew after he's done with practice. i hope its soon.
well i think i'm going to go clean my nose.. lol
layter lovies<3
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[22 Jun 2006|09:37am] |
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this book i'm reading is very good.. i'm almost fnished with it actually. i was even reading it at work. oh speaking of work... i got hit on by strange men like 89276465 times yesterday seriously i looked like absolute crap. i really don't get it.
anyways. drew came to see me at work last night though. which was sweet because he rarely comes to visit me at work anymore. we went back to my house and laid on the couch. lol i know that sounds kinda weird but we were both so tired so thats what we did the whole time.
today i have to work again. and then im getting my hair cut with drew's sister. i love her to death.
well i'm going to work on finishing this book before work.. until next time
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| so don't let the world bring you down... |
[20 Jun 2006|02:53pm] |
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i just finished eating TACO BELL. mmmmmm it was delicious.
anyways today was fun. me and my mom ran errands. and she bought me a bunch of clothes from old navy =) i'm surprised how well we got along. because we usually don't at all. we went to the library too! i figured out that i absolutely love the library. i really didn't realize how much i liked to read.
tonight i think i'm going to go out to eat with carla. she told me she has alot to tell me so i'm excited to hear her stories.
it just started raining. and it's like downpouring. i kinda like it.
anyways i think i'm going to start the book i checked out today at the library. bye bye..
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[17 Jun 2006|03:34pm] |
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i had URI orientation on thursday and friday and it was actually a fun time. i met a bunch of people and made my schedule for next year and stuff. i'm REALLY excited for college. but yeah the orientation was fun, but very tiring. they have festivities until like 12 and then wake us up at 6:30. i don't like that very much. i was soooooo tired the second day. and that happened to be the day we took our ID pictures. so of coarse i look like death in mine.
anyways. today i went to kristen miller's grad party. it was alot of fun. except i felt like crap. yeah so i went home early.
today i was supposed to hang out with drew. but he's supposedly cleaning his boat or something. he said he won't be back until like 6. i'm really not in the mood to wait 3 hours to hangout. and i'm still feeling like crap. ughhhh.
i wanna go to the beach tomorrow. even though its father's day. somebody please go with me?
okay well i have to take the puppy out. later.
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[14 Jun 2006|07:16pm] |
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so yesterday was my first day back at mickey d's after my 2 weeks vacation i was surprised how fast i got back into the swing of things thomas is working with me again. he's a cool kid, he hasn't got too annoying, yet.
i hung out with drew yesterday. we saved a turtle. =) we found it in the middle of the road and brought it to a little swampy area. it tried to bite me! which freaked me out a bit. lol. but we put it in a "turtle-friendly" environment even though it didn't like us very much. i hope it's happy there.
today i hung out with carla. we talked about alot of ish while eating chinese food... mmm and we got our nails done, but they didnt do a very good job. i like carla alot, shes definitely a cool girl. she had her orientation for URI a few days ago, so she was telling me about it. because i have it tomorrow and friday. i'm really excited about orientation. i'm excited to meet all these new people.
i had an interesting dream last night. dreams are crazy, thats all i gotta say.
anyways that's all for now, thugs.
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| and there's one thing i can do nothing about... |
[12 Jun 2006|10:40pm] |
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i've been feeling depressed lately. i really don't like it. i don't really want to get into why, but yeah i've been feeling like crap
i just got distracted by like 5 police cars infront of my neighbor's house... i hope everything is okay. i can't tell if there's an ambulance over there... oh yep, i see it now. i'm kinda nervous about them. i mean i barely know the people but they seem nice.
oh, and speaking of neighbors... there is a boy that rides his bike around my neighborhood. i have never seen him before yesterday. i was in my front yard letting the puppy go to the bathroom, i didn't have any pants on... but i didnt think it mattered because not many people drive by my house. but of coarse this kid was riding his bike by, and said hi. i didn't like the situation very much... lol. but i played cool. and then i saw him 3 times today while i was driving! its soo awkward. but anyways...
i went to the doctor today for my physical ish. i hate going to the doctor. it wasn't that bad today though. the only bad thing was that i got 2 shots. but i'm over it.
pretty much the rest of the day i played the sims 2. i'm so addicted to it. i seriously played it for 5 hours today. but my neighborhood is deisel now.
i guess thats it ya'll. i'm gunna try to sleep now.
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[09 Jun 2006|11:09am] |
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well first off... i graduated last night! it really feels good. i kinda expected myself to be more emotional.. afterwards my family and carla's fam went out to eat at chelo's it was fun.
i was really happy that drew was there for it. i know he was probbly bored out of his mind the whole time.. and he also had to deal with my insane siblings and out of control memere. hah but it makes me feel good that he wanted to be there with me on this special day.
i'm really excited for college. i'm going to URI with a bunch of my close friends. and i'm rooming with 2 of them... that should be interesting.
i had some horrible dreams last night. i hate bad dreams. i haven't had any in a long time. for awhile all i had were bad dreams. i hope thats not happening again, because i really can't handle it.
i really don't know what i'm doing today... i was supposed to hang out with carla and work on scrapbooks. but she hasn't called yet. and to tell you the truth i don't really feel up to scrapbooking today. i'm hanging out with drew tonight though, and i'm excited. its crazy how can still be excited to hang with someone that ive been with for almost 3 years.
me and andrea hung out the other day, and it was good. we shopped a little bit at TJ Maxx... oh how i love that store! and then we watched the omen which was pretty creepy. it wasn't bad though. some lady had her kids in the movie. like what good mother would take her kids to a movie like that? i really wonder about people sometimes.
but anyways i feel like this entry is pretty long and i should end it now. until next time...
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last night was caitlin's graduation party and it was alot of fun. it was on narragansett beach, so we played on the beach : ) we played frisbee and volleyball which was awesome. i learned that i can throw frisbees alot better than i can catch.. lol but the party was a good time and i love my friends.
gosh i can't wait to graduate... i'm so ready. i just want summer... i know it is summer, but the weather doesn't really feel like it and it bothers me. i just want to have nothing really important to do and drive around aimlessly with cool people. until i graduate that won't happen. i have so much to do right now! all these graduation practices, convocation crap, and banquets and such... i'm just tired of it all. i just wanna graduate and be free.
anyways... today after convocation i went to Carla's and we were supposed to work on scrapbooks... but we kinda got sidetracked.. by chinese food! haha and then later i went shopping with Andrea for a dress to wear to the banquet/liturgy tomorrow night. instead of buying a dress, i bought some really cool shorts. ive noticed that ive developed a shopping problem. i really can't say no to a clothing item that i really like. it's become a weakness that i dont like very much because i'm pretty much broke.
so yeah thats about all i'll rant about today. bye bye
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[03 Jun 2006|07:58pm] |
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wow... haven't wrote in here in a while huh? yeah i just didn't really have the time to keep up i guess. anyways heres an update of what's been going on in the past few days...
ive been finished with school since last tuesday... and it feels amazing bayqueen was wednesday and it was alot of fun. kinda sad though.
senior prom was last night. i wasn't too excited for it, but it was a really fun time. drew actually danced... haha.. drew is always miserable at dances, but last night he told me that it was the first time he'd ever had fun at a dance, and it made me feel good. i really like that he had a good time... because every time we go to a dance together, he's miserable so i'm miserable. but not last night! we danced the night away... lol.
i'm graduating next thursday... it's really wierd. i'm not ready for it at all. i mean, i am sooo glad that high school is over, i really couldn't stand it anymore. but just coming to the realization that high school is completely over, and i'm going to college next year is just crazy.
anyways... i have no idea what i'm doing tonight. drew is out with his friends at the moment, but we might hang out later tonight. until that time, i have to figure out something to occupy myself.
so that's all for tonight folks. laterrr
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| stolen from katie |
[11 Aug 2005|09:56am] |
wow... i'm a geek/hippie. wasen't really what i was expecting.
what are you?
Whichever you got the most "yes" on is what you are. When you re-post this bulletin, put your new label in the subject box. With your own answers of course
-Goth-- Do you wear black eyeliner?: yes Do you own any black clothing?: of coarse Do you think about death often?: not really Do you want to die?: not yet Are you a social outcast?: i don't think so Are you pale?: not really Do you like Hot Topic?: yes Total Yes: 3
--Skater Punk-- Can you skateboard?: not really Do you wear Vans?: yes Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?: of coarse Do you listen to punk bands: yes Do you have any piercings? yes Do you wear mohawks?: nahh Total YES: 4
--Prep-- Do you say the word "like": i try not to Do you shop at Abercrombie and Fitch?: no Rock music isn't bad, right?: it's mostly all i listen to Do you want to be in a sorority/fraternity?: not really Into jocks/popular girls?: no Are/were you a Athlete?: kind of Total YES: 1 1/2
--Hippie-- Is your hair long?: yes Are you a vegetarian?: no Do you own a tye~dye shirt?: yes... i love it! Do you want peace?: yes Do you want to save the animals?: yes, i love animals Do you think the war is unneccesary?: yes Total YES: 5
--Gangsta-- Are you from the ghetto?: not at all Do you own "bling bling"?: no Do you wear do-rags?: no... Do you like hip-hop?: not really Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?: how should i know? Do you like afros?: no... their funny though Have you ever said 'fo shizzle'?: not that i can think of Total YES: 0
--Emo-- Do you cry often?: yes Do you have an acoustic guitar?: yes Are you emotional?: yes... too emotional i think Do you like soft music: yes Is your hair dyed dark?: no Total YES: 4
--Stud-- Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend: yes Have you been dating he/she for more than a week?: yes Do/Have you liked more than 3 girls at once?: i don't really like girls Do you know more than 3 girls have crushes on you now?: not that i know of Have you gone past 1st base?: um, yes Do people call you a pimp?: not sure about that one Total YES: 3
--Jock-- You play sports?: not really Are they important to you?: idk? Do you pick on the geeky kids?: no... i'd never pick on anyone Do you like football?: not really Were you considered a bully by anyone?: not at all Total YES: 0
--Surf Bum-- Do you surf?: no Do you wear flip flops year-round? except when it snows Is your hair shaggy? sometimes Do you wake up at 6 or before every morning? i wake up pretty early Do you own any pairs of shorts?: yes Are you tan?: i'd say i am Total YES: 3 1/2
--Geek-- Do you wear glasses?: yes Do you get good grades? yes Do you use an inhaler?: nope Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets? yes Are you on the computer often? i guess Do you ever get picked on? i used to Total YES: 5
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[03 Aug 2005|10:18pm] |
okay... i haven't updated in a while. everything has been a blur of working, friends, family and harry potter. thats pretty much all i've been concerned with. today i went to the beach with my mom, sister, her friend, andrea, her mom, and jen. it was alot of fun. i hung out with jen most of the time, and i actually went in the water (which is kinda wierd for me because i absolutely hate cold water) and i even went under! it felt really good considering it was like 93 degrees. we had a good time.
i had SAT prep class at 6:30... and i did the math post test thingy and i actually got a 510 out of 800 on it... that's really good for me because i SUCK at math. i surprised myself. next week is my last day of that blasted class! =)
well anywho... i guess that's about all for now.
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[09 Jul 2005|01:02pm] |
wednesday was FOOL's show at the living room which was fun. me and celtae sold cd's while the guys were playing and we actually did prety good. thursday was another one of their shows in connecticut and i hung out with chris g and katie a little bit. it was nice to have some cool people to talk to besides the band. it was a good 3 hours to get there but it was alot of fun.
last night i played pool with a bunch of people from work and it was a blast. even though i can't play pool worth a flip, we had an awesome time. and this morning i had to take my senior pictures which was kinda fun. i hope they turn out good. i'm soo excited for my senior year! =)
drew is in new hampshire playing some shows until late tonight or tomorrow morning. i miss him. but i'm glad he's getting all these shows... they need this stuff. good for them.
that's all folks.
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| i need you so much closer... |
[03 Jul 2005|10:47pm] |
so yeah... this week has kinda flown by, as the whole summer will have done soon enough. drew is in block island until tomorrow. and yes i miss him even though he's only been gone since friday. it's not really that i haven't seen him that makes me miss him so much, it's just that he's far away and i know he's out of my reach. but it's okay becuase he's coming back tomorrow... even though i'll be in maine for the whole day with andrea and my family! yeah so were all going to maine for the day... leaving at 6 am. thats always fun.
so tonight i went and watched fireworks at deerfield with some friends. watching them made me kinda depressed that drew wasen't there watching them with me. it made me miss him alot more. and now i'm home all by myself listening to death cab for cutie when i could be at a party... sometimes i'de just rather be by myself.
i've been working alot lately... i don't really mind it. i mean, it's money. i'm pretty used to the whole fast food ish by now anyway. i'm tired of getting hit on in the drive thru though... like seriously people are so stupid/funny sometimes.
well i think that's all folks.
till my next entry...
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[24 Jun 2005|05:12pm] |
went to the doctor today becuase i was feeling really bad this morning and my right ear hurt for some reason. i found out i have an ear infection and a hole in my ear drum. how i got this... i'm not too sure. but it kills, and i can't hear too well out of it. i think i might have blown my nose too hard, because i did blow my nose alot in the middle of the night. that's what my doctor said probbly happened. but whatever happened... i hate it.
now i'm on these huge pills that smell like ass. they will supposedly get rid of the infection and heal my ear drum. i really don't care anymore... i just want to feel normal again. i'm tired of being sick. i called out from work today and i felt bad... but i seriously had to. tomorrow i'm supposed to work in the morning, and i don't care how bad i feel. i'm going.
ok, now i'm gunna go eat something because i'm starving.
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